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December 30th, 2007
12:12 am - 4 months until high school is over. And oh, precautions, yes precautions But if you're playing with a gun, you could kill someone And in the dark it's hard to know a friend But I'm not angry, I won't be forever angry As I'm walking toward tomorrow with a rifle in my hand And I'm thinking about New England, and I'm missing Old Japan And a mountain in California where a spring runs hot and cold And if I told you I felt ageless, would you tell me I'm not old? As I go on Wondering if I've got a soul and Counting down the hours 'till it goes Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: The Jam- London Girl
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October 14th, 2007
10:05 pm Living is easy with eyes closed Misunderstanding all you see. It's getting hard to be someone. But it all works out, It doesn't matter much to me. Let me take you down, 'Cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields. Nothing is real And nothing to get hungabout. Strawberry Fields forever. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: The Beatles- In My Life
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June 24th, 2007
11:44 pm What Happened To You? Before you started tokin' You used to have a brain But now you don't get even the simplest of things I can draw a little picture Or even use my hands I try to explain but you just don't understand Man you're really losin' it And you've really done a lot of junk now But you keep abusin' it What in the world happened to you? It's bad enough you do it to yourself But taking someone with you well you know that's something else I say I'm not that kind of person I'm not that kind of man I try to explain but you just don't understand I might be sympathetic or cut a little slack If I thought that you were willing to give a little back But you do it in the morning You do it in the night You lie to refrain from just facing your life So I'll see you man tomorrow You'll be gackin' up again I'll see you in a coffin by the time your wad is spent I think of all the times that I tried to lend a hand I try to explain but you just don't understand Current Mood: blank Current Music: The Toasters- Weekend in L.A.
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November 18th, 2006
04:49 am Happy Feet was so cute! And David got me one of the amazing apple pies for thanksgiving... my family is gonna be pretty damn happy. those pies are so fucking good. I'm so glad thanksgiving's almost here.. and before you know it winter break. yeeeah. this semester's going by fast. I had a good night.. I really wanna make the cleansing tomorrow, but I don't know if I can. Leftover Crack is also tomorrow and the meteor shower!!! anyhoo, see ya cats later. Current Mood: content Current Music: Common Rider- Angels At Play
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November 11th, 2006
05:28 am Tyger! Tyger! burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Could frame thy fearful symmetry?
In what distant deeps or skies Burnt the fire of thine eyes? On what wings dare he aspire? What the hand dare sieze the fire?
And what shoulder, & what art. Could twist the sinews of thy heart? And when thy heart began to beat, What dread hand? & what dread feet?
What the hammer? what the chain? In what furnace was thy brain? What the anvil? what dread grasp Dare its deadly terrors clasp?
When the stars threw down their spears, And watered heaven with their tears, Did he smile his work to see? Did he who made the Lamb make thee?
Tyger! Tyger! burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?
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October 31st, 2006
02:08 am i love good memories :)
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September 14th, 2006
10:05 pm Yesterday, a child came out to wander Caught a dragonfly inside a jar Fearful when the sky was full of thunder And tearful at the falling of a star
And the seasons they go 'round and 'round And the painted ponies go up and down We're captive on the carousel of time We can't return we can only look behind From where we came And go round and round and round In the circle game
Then, the child moved ten times 'round the seasons Skated over ten clear frozen streams Words like, "When you're older", must appease him And promises of someday make his dreams
And the seasons they go 'round and 'round And the painted ponies go up and down We're captive on the carousel of time We can't return we can only look behind From where we came, and go round and round and round In the circle game
Sixteen springs and sixteen summers gone now Cartwheels turn to car wheels through the town And they tell him, "Take your time. It won't be long now. 'Til your drag your feet to slow the circles down"
And the seasons they go 'round and 'round And the painted ponies go up and down We're captive on the carousel of time We can't return we can only look behind From where we came And go round and round and round In the circle game
So the years spin by and now the boy is twenty Though his dreams have lost some grandeur coming true There'll be new dreams, maybe better dreams and plenty Before the last revolving year is through.
And the seasons they go 'round and 'round And the painted ponies go up and down We're captive on the carousel of time We can't return, we can only look behind From where we came And go round and 'round and 'round In the circle game And go 'round and 'round and 'round in the circle game. Current Mood: calm Current Music: RHCP- The Zephyr Song
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06:02 pm - Do you know what i think about you there's some things i just don't know about anymore... Current Mood: apathetic
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September 11th, 2006
10:52 pm
just need to let it goooooooooo.... foreverrrrr... I can't believe it's already September.
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August 31st, 2006
06:20 pm Well, I woke up in the morning There's frogs inside my socks Your mama, she's a-hidin' Inside the icebox Your daddy walks in wearin' A Napoleon Bonaparte mask Then you ask why I don't live here Honey, do you have to ask?
Well, I go to pet your monkey I get a face full of claws I ask who's in the fireplace And you tell me Santa Claus The milkman comes in He's wearing a derby hat Then you ask why I don't live here Honey, how come you have to ask me that?
Well, I asked for something to eat I'm hungry as a hog So I get brown rice, seaweed And a dirty hot dog I've got a hole Where my stomach disappeared Then you ask why I don't live here Honey, I gotta think you're really weird.
Your grandpa's cane It turns into a sword Your grandma prays to pictures That are pasted on a board Everything inside my pockets Your uncle steals Then you ask why I don't live here Honey, I can't believe that you're for real.
Well, there's fist fights in the kitchen They're enough to make me cry The mailman comes in Even he's gotta take a side Even the butler He's got something to prove Then you ask why I don't live here Honey, how come you don't move?
Current Mood: weird Current Music: Black Flag- Machine
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July 31st, 2006
04:56 pm
i never fucking write anymore. it's baddddddd. i've become too lazy for words.
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08:12 am - ho hum hmm... so i'm here "helping" my mom at work at woodward north. they firewall everything of course so livejournal is the only thing to do. yaaay. anyhoo.. birthday was saturday and i had a good one. went out to dinner with the family and john and david and his dad and little bro came along too. it was really nice i'm glad it could work out. so yeah tomorrow is the first day of august and that sucks. august is the worst month ever. summer is slowly coming to an end but that's okay. i've had a good one. i got a pretty cool cd... it's called 10 second aggression unplugged. don't know if you've heard of 'em ;-) a special birthday cd just for me. thanks guys.. minus emma and john. i was laughin pretty hard at the beginning of the cd, then almost choking up at the end. it was great. anyhowwwww... i guess i'm gonna go be useful. seee ya. Current Location: woodward north Current Mood: tired
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July 26th, 2006
10:17 am - callin maxwell murder for you... hey. so yeah, rancid was last night and it was a great show. every song they played was amazing.. i had a great time. i cried when that dude proposed to that girl on stage.. awesome. but damnit i wish john coulda been there.. and i know he does too. i miss that kid. anyhoo, summer has been pretty good... and my birthday is saturday... yeah, i'm finally 16 guys. i'm growin up what can i say. oh yeah, by the way... happy birthday ally! anyhoooo... have a good day guys. peace outttt. p.s. sinead o'connor.. is really weird.
love, maxwell murder =) Current Mood: okay
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July 19th, 2006
02:52 pm They assured me I was guilty but I commited no crime They said confessions bring lenience so they put me on the line So I protest the massacres at the Tiananmen Square My friends said yo, stay away man, you better not go fucking back there
They wouldn't let me write about my opinions about the state And freedom of expression they would never tolerate And the military secrets that I never did steal I didn't start no violence, and there was nobody that I killed
So I have a clear account of all the abuses of power And the memories of my homeland have now gone sour And I only got one weapon, its so plain for me to see My only weapon I call.. poetry
And I don't even know why The truth seems like a lie In my cell there is no sky When I was arrested in Shanghai
Into wealth and priveledge, huh, I was not born But a devotion to freedom and liberty, I was sworn So every emotion is studdied, watched and controlled Who gets paid, who gets disciplined, who gets rolled
A transmitter beams my coordinates anywhere on earth And radio waves, surveilance, satellite burst Open up your skull and let some knowledge come in Crack open the cranium and let awareness begin.....
RANCID IS COMING... SOON! :) :) :) :) :) :)
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June 26th, 2006
09:29 am - good to be home I got back from England/Scotland Saturday. It's nice to be home. I missed everyone. It was especially awesome to see Rikko, David, and John at the airport.. pretty cool surprise, you guys are awesome. Went to see 10 Second Aggression yesterday and they were great. It was really fun seein 'em play. They did a great job. It was just nice to be back with everyone hangin out so yeah I'm glad I made it and I hope everyone's summer is going well. Warped is comin around fast... Wednesday wow that came outta no where, but I'm excited.. good bands are playing even amongst the hardcore pussy ones so it will be fun. Well, Have a good day. Current Mood: content Current Music: Death Cab For Cutie- Title and Registration
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June 14th, 2006
11:45 pm If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Westbound Train- I'm No Different
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June 11th, 2006
01:11 am - tonight protect us from the storm Yaaaoooo. Yes, so I get to go to driver's ed. next weeka and then Saturday I go to Europe for a week. I'm kind of anxious anticipating it. I know it will be cool.. but none of the kids I'm going with are like me... I mean yeah, they're fine I guess. It's just weird spending a week with people you aren't even that close to, and they are all pretty close with each other. That's what I get. haha... anyhoo. That'll come and go.. and then June will be almost over.. Warped, and such things as that. Can't say I've been all that busy up until now.. just been lounging not doing any summer reading. I should get a job. Keep saying that.. and nothing happens. It smells sorta funky. Eh, nothin really else to say in a public journal but the basics such as those and I hadn't updated in a while. So, hope summer's goin swell. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Rancid- Memphis
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May 7th, 2006
07:08 pm - MORE MORE MORE MORE! Watching Mission Hill with Monika was basically some of the best fun I've had in a while. It was a good time. I love how we just sit in the car for like half an hour... doing nothing. Anyway, it was good. And I can't believe it's Sunday night again- stupid. I guess I'm gonna showerrr. bye.
To the extent that I wear skirts and cheap nylon slips I've gone native I wanted to know the exact dimension of hell does this sound simple? Fuck you! Are you for sale? Does 'Fuck you' sound simple enough? This was the only part that turned me on but he was candy all over
come on down to the store you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more
I grew up in a shotgun row sliding down the hill out front were the big machines steel and rusty now I guess outback was the river and that big sign down the road that's where it all started
come on down to the store you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more come on down to the store you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more come on down to the store you can buy some more, and more, and more, and more you can buy some more, more, more, more Current Music: The Distillers- For Tonight You're Only Here to Know
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May 1st, 2006
09:54 pm - jeannie isn't ovulating... LESS THAN THREE WEEKS UNTIL SCHOOL IS OUT!
Okay so I thought that I would let you know that. Well, it's mainly for Monika... but I am sure everyone else cares too. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am so sick of it... want summer.... Anyway, as of late haha.. that is a funny phrase, "as of late," anyway.. I have been chilling out not really into mucho. I realized that MUSIC is fucking amazing... well I realized that a long time ago.. but I just had one of those realizations that it is.... well, great. That makes me happy... Going to shows has to be the most amazing thing to do with your time. Dancing and singing and getting down with your homie g's.. know what I am saying? Yeah. I need a show again.. It seems almost every other weekend they have been arrising and that is very good. It really takes off some stress. I'm hopin' I can go to The Business/ Roger Miret and the Disasters/ Brain Failure. Patrick informed me that Brain Failure is a Chinese punk sensation! So that would be awesome... see some hot Asians. Now I am just going on and on. WE FOUND OUT WHEN MRS SANDIFER'S BDAY IS! This is awesome.... totally ordering her a stripper, right? Okay. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Current Mood: smelly? Current Music: Screaching Weasel- Jeannie's Got a Problem with her Uterus
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April 17th, 2006
09:19 pm - ohhhh modest mouse Well, do you need a lot of what you've got to survive? Here's the man with teeth like God's shoeshine He sparkles shimmers shines let's all have another Orange Julius This syrup standing in lines The malls are the soon to be ghost towns so long, farewell, good-bye Take 'em all for the long ride and you'll go around town no one wants to be uptight anymore You can be ashamed or be so proud of what you've done but not no one, not now, not ever or anyone take 'em all for the sense of happiness that comes from hurting deep down inside Or you can walk th line and give a shit I'm on the corner of this and this and this and this and its all all wrong, and its all all gone Well, you can add it up and give a shit go to the family doctor Its all worth it and its all all gone, and its all all wrong Here's the man with teeth like God's shoeshine He sparkles shimmers shines let's all have another Orange Julius Thick syrup standing in lines The malls are the soon to be ghost towns so long, farewell, good-bye And the telephone goes off pick to receiver up, try to meet ends and find out the beginning, the end and the best of it Current Mood: cynical
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